She walks in the dark

She walks in the dark in world of night
With shadows behind her burning bright
So mellow, so tender, her voice that calls
And speak of troubles that may befall
In eyes so baffled, so deep and dark
She hides her beauty like a quark

In day that shines and lightens her face
And gleams with a mild enchanted grace
The wind when blows with a soft caress
To applaud the beauty of her tress
Her lips like clouds that stay awhile
In sky so curved when she turns to smile
She walks the sunset in her silver gown
Like diamond in a golden crown

Unattributed

Thinking of the days gone by
My careless thoughts shy away
From somewhere they don't belong

Fading away
Reaching out for what I behold
Why don't you look in the eyes
And try to understand
Its not so intricate as it seems

What if you look at me
And I'm not here
Am I the same person I've known for years
Or is it someone else in my head

I know sometimes I talk to myself
But don't you too?
When you rest in your solitude
When your mind seems to drift away
From their strange fudgy attitudes

I'm losing my way
In the midst of this hysteria
And if I could
I would
Instill the faith in my paranoid eyes
In my brown and mild eyes

After all these years
I'm still learning your strange ways
and the look in my eyes stays
If I'm not the same person I used to be
Do you think you are?

Memories from the past

As I free my mind

Go back to what I've done

Will it haunt me again?

Will there be any pain?

And if I want to come back

Help me open my eyes

Tell me how different is it from a dream?

What if I'm not even able to scream!

Closing my eyes to remember what I feel

I'm afraid of my own memories

Can't see a thing in this limitless haze

I'm wandering around in this confusing maze

As I enter subconscious of my unexplored mind

I feel like I'm spinning inside my own head

Tell me is it going to take me somewhere?

Will I ever be able to breathe the air?

Now I'm starting to feel

A rush of blood to my head

Trying to visualize my unknown past

I hope it's not too hard to make it last

Everything seems to be gone

Surrounded by shadows and lights around me

No exit door that I can find

I feel trapped inside my own mind

I see myself like reflections in the mirror

And I don't know what's real anymore

Tell me how long will I have to stay?
Should I ever see myself this way?

I feel afraid to be here and to go back

Haunted by images I see and words that I hear

My body is shaking from what I have to see

And I see blood spattered all around me


I'm holding a knife bathing in blood
I see all the faces that I put to sleep
I feel so afraid, I have to come back
And then all my visions start turning to black

Suddenly I wake up with sweat on my brow

It doesn't feel like a dream anymore

A killer that I was, a killer I'll always be

It was only myself that I didn't see

How to live again when I feel so hollow

So empty and bare knowing the answers

I realize now, when the door is locked and I have the keys

Some things are better left to lost memories

Sinking boat

Who will salvage this sinking boat

It's sinking down

Down below the depths

Of an ocean so dark

No stars above

to guide the way

No moodless words left to say

Every thought that ever bled

Everything I ever said

has come to naught

Here in the midst of

this blinded sea

Along with many those afloat

I'm drowning with this sinking boat

Insinuations

Beyond the insinuations

and aberrations
Around the corners
of my stranded universe
Comes the solemnity
in humble solitude
of my insinuated world

Self deception

Running around with blindfolded eyes
Wondering what could break the dream
In search of tranquility
And secrets to conceal
Shadows and silhouettes
As it may seem
Afraid to sense and feel

A random salvation

Inside their modern elementary minds
Words are softly spoken
With wobbling confusions
And troubled institutions
Solemnly writing
The depraved conclusions

Instigating responses
Emerging from a tainted society
With shoddy fragile foundations
And self manipulated invasions
Selfishly crawling
Waiting for a random salvation

The Trial

My Lord, I believe
All I wanted
Was Your Honor to see
But only if you were me
Then you'd agree

All of them with big homes
And fancy stylish cars
Living inside their narrow plastic jars
Should be residing behind the bars

And My Lord, I must say
Justice is all I desired
And honesty was all I required
But we are all tangled up and wired

In my defense I shall say
I'm rightfully convicted
For speaking the truth afflicted
often contradicted

In these times of deception
I've been secluded
When people are deluded
Your Honor included

With all due respect
If corruption is valid
Then My Lord, your very presence is invalid
And the laws are nothing but pallid

Our morals are subjectively dismantled
By hands of horror intricate lies
And hypocrite people in disguise
Who do not expect their congruent demise

My Lord, if I'm guilty for my humble intellect
I accept your verdict on my sentence
Indeed I committed a terrible offense
That's all I have to say in my defense

In name of freedom

The vengeance, vendetta and revenge of all
They all rose up upon one man's call
In dreams of freedom, they thought of revolution
In their minds, they called it evolution
A change that had to be brought
A fight that had to be fought
In name of freedom

The bloodshed inside the city walls
And the government who had to fall
With arms they resisted the civilians
Raging through a hundred thousand millions
Bombshells they dropped and shots they fired
Through guns of so-called agents they hired


No government could run by hands of corrupted
Their values, their minds, everything disrupted
The sleep was already prolonged enough
To free their minds, to break the cuffs
It was time to call it a day
But there was no easy way


And when the government confronted the ideas of a nation
They all shouted, it was a clear manifestation
That revolution was the only way
They could not let the government stay
The shackles had to be broken to think and to speak
They couldn't remain silent or stay weak


Once they stood up, they couldn't be let down
They couldn't let themselves drown
The thin line between war and peace
The anger within they had to release
They sacrificed what they had and all they could lose
It was something they had to choose
In name of freedom

Just as the nation stood up as One
The light was brighter streaming from the sun
The faded hopes were rekindled again
With lives and blood of those who were slain
Coming down from the skies of belief
They finally took a breath of relief


Then after the unison, they broke the walls
That kept them imprisoned inside the city halls
Justice prevailed, history written on a new page
The curtains brought down to a smothering age
Blood in the air and blood in the streets
They walked together, they walked in fleets
In name of freedom

With morning dew came something new
Freedom had arrived for lives of a Few
The music played, they sang their song
Everyone who joined sang along
And with this they shouted, they cried and laughed and screamed
A free country of their own they always dreamed
In name of freedom

Expiation

Walking past hallucinations
Paranoid and petrified
In dreams of ecstasy
Inside my subtle mind
Nothing behind

Thoughts meander and fly away
With images and words lagging behind
As I surrender to demons
And shadows inside of me
Setting me free

The waiting

Close your eyes
What would you feel
All yours to have
All yours to steal

Where does it come from
And where does it go
A soul so lonely
So desperate to go

Dreaming endless nights
Waking every day
Counting every hour
How long will it stay

Where does it come from
And where does it go
Do you even feel it
Or do you just let it go

Words are falling short
Too much to take in
How would you ever find
The world you want to break in

So sure are you
In your fuzzy disbelief
So happy are you
In your everlasting grief

Where does it come from
And where does it go
Where do you hide yourself
When you don't want to know

Mellow rain

Here comes November
Down from the memory lane
It's the same old November
November again
It's a rainy day,the sky is gray
And how I wish to dream again
When I walk in cold and mellow rain

Incomplete

I'm flying out of Earth tonight
Red light, green light
I'm ready for my flight
The time is right
And I want to fly
Across galaxies and stars
Uranus and Mars
No gravity here to pull me down
No air that I can breathe
And no earth beneath
I left my home so far behind
Some photographs and memories
Bouncing in my mind
When asteroids and comets
Pass by me
So many hidden miracles I see
Limits of time hold me no more
My wife is 60
I'm 24
And here I am
A million miles away
Sailing across the sea of black
A broken radio and some capsules to eat
No mornings and nights
And no one to greet
My journey will always be incomplete

Dreams unfurled

Little girl, little girl
Why are you sad
Run away, fly high
Open your eyes, see the world
Close your eyes
Hide away
Get around, get around
Catch the drams unfurled
Open your eyes, face the world
Close your eyes
Fade away
Little girl, little girl
Don't make me feel bad

Disappearing willows

It rains and rains
On the dark gallowing stains
The willows all dancing
Laughing, whispering, singing, swinging
Crying in the rain
Disappearing with the slain
Only the blood remains

Stranger again

Dark and hollow
Surrounded by demons
All around me
That you'll never see
Captivated by thoughts
That don't seem to rhyme
Falling away in time

It's a strange fascinating world
I come from everyday
Bewildered people travel by
Like clouds in the sky
Haunted by memories
Pouring down like rain
And I feel like a stranger again

A night of revelations

As sun sets in depths of my eyes
See the miracle of the night
That explains the starry sky
Gives me wings to f ly

Rain pours down on earth so white
Sliding down the window glass
And clouds that travel by
Give me wings to fly

In depiction of a river that flows
Dreams on a run, chasing the sun
And moments in time floating by
Take me above the endless sky

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Run, run, run
Nowhere to hide
Look beyond the eyes so mild

Up, up, up
Across the limitless skies
Hide behind the paranoid eyes

Loud, loud, loud
Somewhere she cries
With her sensitively innocent eyes
With her brown and petrified eyes

Daisy blues

Sunlight streams through my window
I open my eyes
Tick tock tick tock
I turned towards the clock
I went outside to play
But he took my bicycle away

It rings and it has a basket too
It shines so bright and its color is blue
Riding my bicycle in the lane
Day or night, hot summers or rain
I remember how I used to sway
Why did he take my bicycle away

Running along on the street
Stretching lines incomplete
Limiting imagination
In a self strained way
Why did he take my bicycle away

Coming across short tempered Mr. James
Who never liked any of my games
I stared at him in wonder
And so he laughed and went away
Why did he take my bicycle away

I rushed towards his sweet new garden
And picked up all his daisy blues
I knew that he loved them all
Even more than his old shaggy shoes
He ran after me, but I got away
Why did he take my bicycle away

Evening comes, the trees get dark
And a lonely dog starts to bark
Walking, running all day long
Sleepy and drowsy, I sing my song
Trying hard to forget the day
The day he took my bicycle away

I returned home and went upstairs
Looked in the mirror and brushed my hair
Tick tock tick tock
I turned towards the clock
Its late at night and time to sleep
But he took all my dreams away

Absolution

Going down that road again
Sailing through the years in vain
And fragile thoughts meander in the maze of your own mind

Just like soaked in rain
A butterfly flutters its wings
A nightingale tries to sing
And rain drops just evaporate in embers of time

Falling away with you in abyss
A million chasing eyes
A million pointing fingers
Speaking all the lies

And stuck in a world of isolation
When you find your salvation
Thats the moment you get
Your pure absolution

The cross of changes

If you understand or if you don't
If you believe or if you doubt

There's a universal justice
And the eyes of truth
Are always watching you.

- Curly M.C. (Enigma)